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THE FIRST LATINA ROCKETTE

A thoughtful account of personal discovery and the pursuit of dancing dreams in ’70s and ’80s America.

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Colón offers an inspirational memoir about escaping a dreadful childhood to become a successful entertainer in the late 20th century.

The author’s family was from Puerto Rico, but she felt estranged from any Latine identity while growing up in the Bronx. When she was not yet 4 years old, her father put her in an orphanage and had her mother committed. Colón unsuccessfully tried to run away from the institution and lived at the home until she was a teenager. She reports enduring both physical abuse and cruel punishments; when she wet the bed, she remembers having to kneel on the floor with the wet sheet wrapped around her head. The author was able to see the Christmas Spectacular at Radio City Music Hall and take dance classes, which put her on a path to becoming a performer. She was accepted into the High School of Performing Arts and was able to live with a foster family starting in 1970. Colón began performing, and, to escape her status of being a ward of the state (which would have continued until she was 21), she married her boyfriend when she turned 18. She left him due to his violent behavior and went on tour for six months with the No, No, Nanette company. By 1983, Colón had returned to New York, where she worked her way up to being a Rockette for the 1990 Christmas Spectacular. The author’s story is dramatic and compelling, boasting many twists and appearances by celebrities such as Freddie Prinze and Chita Rivera. Colón engagingly describes dancing at lunchtime in high school (as in the movie Fame) and auditioning for Bob Fosse (“He stared up at the balcony, arms crossed, cigarette still in his right hand, as he said, ‘Would you ask her to do a double pirouette, please?’”); she also nicely conveys how she acquired a strong sense of self-preservation as well as a Latine identity (while dancing with The Latins). Each hardship brought a new realization that propelled her on to success—she describes her heartbreaking mistakes and inspiring developments honestly and movingly.

A thoughtful account of personal discovery and the pursuit of dancing dreams in ’70s and ’80s America.

Pub Date: Dec. 28, 2021

ISBN: 978-1737971818

Page Count: 216

Publisher: Self

Review Posted Online: Oct. 11, 2023

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Dec. 15, 2023

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TANQUERAY

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

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A former New York City dancer reflects on her zesty heyday in the 1970s.

Discovered on a Manhattan street in 2020 and introduced on Stanton’s Humans of New York Instagram page, Johnson, then 76, shares her dynamic history as a “fiercely independent” Black burlesque dancer who used the stage name Tanqueray and became a celebrated fixture in midtown adult theaters. “I was the only black girl making white girl money,” she boasts, telling a vibrant story about sex and struggle in a bygone era. Frank and unapologetic, Johnson vividly captures aspects of her former life as a stage seductress shimmying to blues tracks during 18-minute sets or sewing lingerie for plus-sized dancers. Though her work was far from the Broadway shows she dreamed about, it eventually became all about the nightly hustle to simply survive. Her anecdotes are humorous, heartfelt, and supremely captivating, recounted with the passion of a true survivor and the acerbic wit of a weathered, street-wise New Yorker. She shares stories of growing up in an abusive household in Albany in the 1940s, a teenage pregnancy, and prison time for robbery as nonchalantly as she recalls selling rhinestone G-strings to prostitutes to make them sparkle in the headlights of passing cars. Complemented by an array of revealing personal photographs, the narrative alternates between heartfelt nostalgia about the seedier side of Manhattan’s go-go scene and funny quips about her unconventional stage performances. Encounters with a variety of hardworking dancers, drag queens, and pimps, plus an account of the complexities of a first love with a drug-addled hustler, fill out the memoir with personality and candor. With a narrative assist from Stanton, the result is a consistently titillating and often moving story of human struggle as well as an insider glimpse into the days when Times Square was considered the Big Apple’s gloriously unpolished underbelly. The book also includes Yee’s lush watercolor illustrations.

A blissfully vicarious, heartfelt glimpse into the life of a Manhattan burlesque dancer.

Pub Date: July 12, 2022

ISBN: 978-1-250-27827-2

Page Count: 192

Publisher: St. Martin's

Review Posted Online: July 27, 2022

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ONE HELLUVA RIDE

A substantive, dishy, entertaining glimpse into Hollywood royalty.

The Oscar-winning actor and producer opens up about filmmaking, sex, drugs, and escaping his father’s shadow.

Despite its casual, just-shooting-the-breeze title, Douglas’ memoir is detailed and precision-engineered to entertain; as a filmmaker who won his first Oscar as a producer (for 1975’s One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest), he knows a successful story needs clarity and conflict to work. The son of screen legend Kirk Douglas, he was well-acquainted with celebrity at an early age; witnessing his parents’ divorce, he spent much of his youth acting out. (He paid for college by selling weed by the suitcase-load.) After years of stalls and failures, he broke through on TV with the ’70s cop show The Streets of San Francisco. But small-screen work (along with his nepo-baby status) made breaking into big-screen roles harder until 1984’s Romancing the Stone made him a star and 1987’s Wall Street earned him a second Oscar. Douglas is candid about his industry struggles—like endless budget fights and betraying his father, who was promised the lead in Cuckoo’s Nest—and his reputation as a lothario. (Though married, he had an on-set affair with Kathleen Turner during Stone.) He’s also open about his alcohol and cocaine abuse, leading to a rehab stint, echoed in his son Cameron’s own struggles with addiction and recovery. He’s comfortable discussing controversies—the LGBTQ+ community’s protests of 1992’s Basic Instinct, his proto-MAGA character in 1993’s Falling Down—and plainly keeps an enemies list. But this story arc leaves him triumphant, with a loving wife (Catherine Zeta-Jones), his family, his health (after a cancer scare), and a late-career Emmy for playing Liberace in Behind the Candelabra (2013).

A substantive, dishy, entertaining glimpse into Hollywood royalty.

Pub Date: Oct. 6, 2026

ISBN: 9781538782224

Page Count: 496

Publisher: Grand Central Publishing

Review Posted Online: Oct. 6, 2026

Kirkus Reviews Issue: Nov. 1, 2026

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